heyyy~ grrrr my internet is being a bitch again as usual. [-.-]
woooooooooo~ okay actually im freaking sleepy right now coz i din sleep last night.
XD ahhahah. urgh ish bleh.
hmm k la i think i wan go sleep first.
to my baby, i'll see you tomorrow kay?
i love you so very much sweetheart (; take care.
goodnight~

GOOD MORNING PEOPLEEE~~

woooooo~ okay. technically, i didn't sleep last night.
i cant sleep grrrrrrr......
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ahahah just finished playing Wining Eleven with my older brother, Azizi.
WOOOOOOO i won both games ~~~ i know, im pro. NGAHAHHAHAHA CHEYYY!
XDXDXD.

urgh my house punya internet cacat. morning, errr okayyy laaa.
but when it comes to afternoon and night kan, IT SUCKS LIKE SHIT ! URGH.
-_____________-

ahah. im hungry o.o ... I WANT TO EAT SUMBODY GRRRRRRR.
IM A WOLFMAN NOW *howls~* >=D

i miss my baby girl. i bet she's sleeping right now. ahhaha.
sweet dreams baby ~ dun forget to hug baby milo kayh teeheeee~ ^_^
i love you so very much sweetheart (;

i feel like changing my blog layout o.o. grrrrr. maybe la. or not. idk AHHAHA.
k la i wanna go do smth else first. OH I SHALL GO WATCH MAMA'S VIDEO NOW.
since i've missed it dat day. urgh. i wanted to watch it on de internet b4. but de internet connection was really sucks. AND SUM1 CLOSED DE WINDOW WHEN I LEFT DE COMP TO LET IT LOADS GRRRRRRRRRRR. -____________-
but now the internet is okay.
so yeah BUHBYE <3

YOOOOOOOOWWWWW~
TEEHEEEEEE!
^_____________^

wooo okay. um so, last two days, i had this conversation with my mum.
its was a dare by mich okay >.< GRRRRRRRRRRR.

Me : Maaaa~ tgh buat apa tue?
Mum : gosok baju.
Me : ouh ahha.
Mum : *walks our from the room*
Me : MA MA MA~! Wife Ayie cakap hi ngeeee~
Mum : Kau jgn nak merepek-repek.
Me : aaahehehehe~~!! *ran upstairs*
*XDDDDD*

HAHHAHA so embarassing weyh T.T grrrrrr ahhaha.
i cant stop smiling dat night. until my cheeks also pain T_T
ahaha.

and this is the conversation between me and my dad.

Daddy : *eating*
Mum : hairi kau ada nmpk tabung abang tak?
Me : no. *dot dot dot*
.........
Me : Ayah ayah~
Daddy : Hm?
Me : My friend, Michelle said hye~ TEEHEEE~
Daddy : Hah?
Me : um my friend, Michelle said hye~
Daddy : ouh ahha okay *smiled*
Me : EHEHEHHEHE xDDD

GRRRR AHAHHA. wooooo. I felt happy but at the same time i feel malu oso T.T
ahahah oh well. XD

woooo im currently chattin wif my baby girl.
and my internet is being a bitch again. wooooo i love you internet ^_~
*middle finger*

BYE!

goood morningggg~~~~
AHAAHHAH lol i know its kinda late to say that but nvm ahhah XDXD
sooooooo~ last night i watch di movie. 'Kings'. the story was quite nice.
ahahha. but the movie actually started at 2am and ended at 4am XD

i woke up at 11:30am today. my dad went to work already. so, left me, my mum and my brothers at home. my big brother currently polishing his car. the others i don't know what are they doing coz im upstairs and they are downstairs so yeah ahah XD

okay. um idk what to blog about for today o.o..
ahah nvm la. MAYBE i'll continue later ahah =P

wooooooo~
its 4 AM now~~~~
ahahhah. OH. it reminds me of gwen stefani's song.
STAY UP TILL 4 IN THE MORNING AND SMTH SMTH I FOGOT AHAHAHHAHA !!
XDDD !

ahhaha okay okay. im here coz i cannot sleep. idk why ahahha. although my head feels abit dizzy but i dun feel like sleeping AHHAA!

weeeeeeee~ just now my relatives came here. they brought durians for us. its freaking sedap le!! ahhahah ^.~
my dad oso bought some cempedak. so my mum made cempedak goreng WEEEEEEEEE ^___________________^
OH AND I ATE JM BERIYANI TOO NGAHAHAHHAHAH. PPL, U SHOULD TRY IT. THEIR RESTAURANT IS AT SS18 THR. NEED HELP TO FIND DE PLACE?CALL ME AHHAHAHA XD
lol joking joking. but seriously u guys really have to try it. its really nice ^.~






F*CKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
URGH DIDN'T GET TO WATCH MAMA JUST NOW. GAHHHH!!
FJDIPASJGJFDSGKJFSDKLGJFSKGJDKSJGKDS.
I WAS SO MAD JUST NOW. NOW, ABIT.
URGH I HOPE THEY WILL SHOW IT AGAIN.
COZ MY BLOODY FUCKING COMPUTER AND INTERNET IS STUPID.
AND THEY'RE JEALOUS WITH ME. urgh. lol sorry im crapping.

blehh hahaha . wooooooo my baby gurl is staying up with me also heeeeeeeee ^.^
we're gonna stay up until 7am. why?because we wanna make love WEEEEEEEEEE ^___~
ahaha we're just dun feel like sleeping so yeah.
to my baby, i love you so much. ^_~

ahahha k la will continue blog later. wan to chat wif my baby gurl now heee ^_^
buhbye <3

Make Love - Big Bang

(Forever you're my girl)
I never knew I'd find a love so true
(Naegen neo ppuningeol)
This one right here, is just for you

Remember that one day
I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you
Our love was meant to be and always will forever
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind
So can't you see, I need you right here with me, close by my side
This time for sure, gonna let you know, my love is straight from the heart

Forever you're my girl, forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl, forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart, no, so baby don't let go

Even through the hard times
We made it through just fine
When it hurt we put in the work
To show that I'm yours
And that you're mine
That's how we got this far
Let's never be apart
Girl, you're my queen
I'm here for you
'Cause you're my everything

You always make me feel like everything's gonna be alright
With the things you do, because it's you the real true love of my life
This time for sure, gonna let you know, my love is straight from the heart

Forever you're my girl, forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl, forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart, no, so baby don't let go

Oh, baby
You know I'd walk them miles
Climb mountains, switch up styles
All I wanna do, is be with you
And no matter what, where and how (right here and now)
We can both get down (try and work it out)
Yeah, like that sound, bump and grindin' perfect timin'
Let's dine and both be proud (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Gonna take you on a joyride today
Me and you stay true, never hesitate
To make love, sure 'nough
You're the only one I'm ever thinkin' of
Just to hold you baby I can hardly wait
As we go through the motions, damn it's great
To make love, sure 'nough
We're gonna take it to the end and that's what's up

(Forever you're my girl)
You're the only one I wanna spend my whole life with, I know
Anywhere you are, that's where I will call home
(Forever you're my girl)
So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go
Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Forever you're my girl, forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl, forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart, no, so baby don't let go

I'm nothing without you, I'm nothing without you girl
I'm nothing without you, I'm nothing without you girl
You're, my love

hey ppl. wooo i jus finished doin add maths exercises. chapter 1 only. almost finish. i know damn slow right. i bet u guys have reached chap 3 dah -.-

oh i got read de form 5 maths. and its so freaking complicated and seems hard. i understand abit only. bleh.

wooo i dun really have the mood to blog right now. so yeah bbye

Koe Wo Kikasete(Let Me Hear Your Voice)
(Romaji lyrics)

Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte
Asufaruto tadayou machi no nioi
Nee socchi mo mou hareteruyone
Nishi kara kaifuku suru te

Asa wa nigate na kimi dakaranee
Mainichi chanto okirareterukai?
Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteruyo

Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de
Nani mo kawatte naikeredo
Tonari ni ima wa tada
Tada kimi ga inaidake

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakariaeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa
Bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na stepu sa
Sono mirai e no

Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou
Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu dattane
Raito appu shita machinami ga
Kirei ni kagayaiteita

Nakimushi na kimi wa arekara yoku
Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete
Naitetane sono nukumori ni
Mushou ni furetakunaru

Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni Nayami wo kakaete ikiru
Kowaresou na kokoro wo hisshi ni dakishimete

Koe wo kikasete
Yasashi kunareba motto
Aishiaeru hazu sa
Me wo sora sanaide
Koe wo kikasete
Karamitsuku fuan mo
Samishisa mo koeteikou
Ima no kono kimochi ga
Kizuna ni naru

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
While love shines bright
Can't let you go
We're meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you, can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it's hard to clutch
We're apart, breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you're my world
In time my love unfurls
'Til then I'll wait for you girl

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakariaeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa
Bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na stepu sa
Sono mirai e no

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Koe Wo Kikasete(Let Me Hear Your Voice)

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west (***)

Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

With freedom like the spreading sky
Nothing is changing, but
Next to me now, it's just… it’s only just that you aren't here

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We'll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The lit up street
Glowed so beautifully

You were a crybaby, after that you often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
Crying right?
Wanting to feel my warmth for nothing

Everyone lives, carrying their own troubles
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear your voice
If we become more kind
We'll be able to love each other
Don’t avert your eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let's get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
Sunlight, moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
Why love shines bright
Cant let you go we were meant forever baby let me know

Days passed without you, can't forget you
Let me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it's hard to clutch
We're apart, breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you're my world
In time my love unfurls
Till then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We'll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICE <3333

HIIIIIIIII!!!!!
MR SMEXAY IS BACKKKK~ ahahha jkjk =P
today, i woke up at um at 12.50 pm XDD AHAHA and i jus realized i havent prepare to go for prayer -.- ahhaha. i straightly go bathe and get ready for prayer. noone was at home. so i had to cycle to de mosque. ish.

ahaha after finish praying, went to buy McD ahah weeeeeeeeeeee~
^____^. bought 1 set of filet-o-fish with french fries and sprite. ehehhehe ;D
went back home. ate my mcd meals while watching de tv ahah XD
den went online. and chatted wif mich ^.~
ahaha.

urgh i want a BRAND NEW LAPTOP AND A BROADBAND SO BADLY -.-
this old comp is so freaking slow. same goes to the internet. ya know, i want watch video at the youtube also not nice because it keep stucking. FUCK YOU COMPUTER!
-.- *middle finger*

im hungry. wanna go find smth to eat.
bbye <3

wooooo this is how my homepage looks like ~~ nice kan?kan kan kan??? ^___^
ahahah im btd right now. currently listening to Big Bang + DBSK + Beast songs .

OH YEAH. acoording to my mum, she said thr's gonna be ribut salji at K.L. tomorrow o.o
so weird. ahahha.

k bbye (:

WATCH IT! ^_^

helooooooooooo~~~
ahhaha im backkk wooooo ^_^
okay. lets start off wif this. um STUPIDCOMPUTERFUCKYOUBABIIII!
-___-.

okay. wooooooo~~
i woke up at 12 smth today. and my back hurts -.- and itchy -.- lol.
ahahah i jus ate my filet-o-fish muahahhaha. but im still feeling hungry XDD

AND PPL! LISTEN TO 'KOE WO KIKASETE' by BIG BANG!! ITS FREAKING NICE!!
YOU BETTER LISTEN TO IT OR ELSE, IM GOING TO UR HSE AT NIGHT AND DISTURB U GUYS MUAHAHAH LOL ahahha jkjk xP. jus LISTEN to it kay XD

um im lazy to blog so yeah. ala baby dc T.T
hmm kay la buhbye <33

helloo People~~~
WOLFMAN IS BACK!!! HE'S HERE TO HUNT WOLFGIRL NGAHHAHAHHAH *evil face* >=D ahahha. too bad the current situation made it hard for wolfman to detect wolfgirl because the path that he always use having some minor problems. oh well ngahhahaha. but still, he will be alert and wont stop hunting muahahhahah >;)

ahahah okay. today i woke up at 10 smth. after that, i straightly went to online coz i miss my baby too much T.T. although we just chatted last night ahah xP
but the internet connection at her hotel room tak betul. urgh. and she keep dc-ing. T______________T.
haiz. nvm. i shall wait for her unpatiently patiently =D
gah my eyes hurt since yesterday. idk why . grrrrr.
my toe also, havent fully recover yet. but now its gone better. heeeee ^_~

um baby, i gtg 4 now. we chat later yea (tonight).
i love you so much baby <3
buhbye~

DBSK ^_^

HEYYYYYYY!
woooo okay. um HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~
ahahha im having a good mood now so yeah teeheeee ^______^
dis morning i woke up at 11-ish. wad made me bangun?de FREAKING NICE smell of food ahhahahah XD okay i know its sounds lame but yeah AHHAHAH.
when i was sleeping, i could smell my mum cooking smth. but idk what. den i bangun and go bathe. actuallyihaventbrushmyteethyetbutitoolazysoyeahlallalallalalalaaa~
XDD.

den i went downstairs to have my breakfast. ate ROTI CANAI and CURRY AYAM woooooooo ^o~ . i love my mum's kari ayam. its really nice. ehehheheh ^____^
i had a weird dream last night. um i dreamt i was setting up traps at my house balcony as a preparation if got thieves want to break into our house o.o..
and in dat dream got one thief actually came and broke into our house.
but my traps made him ran away after that MUAHAHHAHAHH XD.
im good in making traps you know ngahahhahah x) chey ahhah kidding2.
I LOVE DBSK!!!!!!!
they are my boyfriends AHAHHAHA. okay that sounds so gay of me o___O..
ahahhah oh well, i just love their songs! teeheeee ^___^
hish i have to do de add maths exercises. like ALL de questions in de book. bleh -.-
GRRRRRRRRR.

kay la. want to go chat wif my cute little baby now heeeee ^__^
BYE!

A day filled with happiness (;

HUG - DBSK/TVXQ
(romaji lyrics)

Haruman nibangui chimdaega dwegoshipo
Oh baby
Do dasuhi pogunhi nae pume gamssa ango jaeugo shipo
Aju jagun dwichogimdo noui joguman sogsagime
Nan ggumsogui gwemurdo I gyonae borir thunde

Naega obnun noui haru oddohge hulloganun gonji
Narur ormana saranghanunji nan nomuna gunggumhande
Noui jagun sorab sogui irgijangi dwego shipo
Ar su obnun noui gubimirdo
Nae mamsoge damadullae no mollae

Haruman noui goyangiga dwegoshipo
oh baby
Niga junun mainun uyowa buduroun nipumaneso
Umjiginun jangnanedo noui gweyoun ibmachume
Nado mollae jirthurur nuggigo issona bwa

Nae maumi iron goya
Nobaggen bor su obnun goji
Nugurur bwado odi issodo
Nan noman barabojanha
Dan haruman aju chinhan noui aeini dwego shipo
Noui jarangdo ddaeron thujongdo da durur su issur thunde
Nor wihae

In my heart in my soul nayege sarangiran
Ajig osaeghajiman uh uh babe
Isesang modun gor noyege jugoshipo ggumesorado

Nae maumi iron goya jigyo bor suman issodo
Nomu gamsahae manhi haengboghae na jogumun bujoghaedo
Onjeggaji noui gyothe yoniuro igo shipo
Norur nae pume gadug anun chae gudoboryossomyon shipo
Yongwonhi

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Hug - DBSK (translation)

Just for one day I would like to be the bed in your room, [oh baby]
I want to hold you in my chest more warmly
I want to know you a little more through your smallest whispers
I would even win against the monsters in your dreams

For days of my life you aren't in, how do I pass them by?
I am so curious of how much you love me
I want to become a page in the diary in your small drawer
To fill my feelings with your unknown secrets

Secretly

Just for one day I would like to be your kitten, [oh baby]
While staying in your soft bosom, enjoying the delicious milk you give
While I move around playing
I must have unknowingly felt jealousy inside your cute kisses

My feelings are like this, something you cannot see on the outside
No matter who I look at or where I am, you are the only one I see

Just for one day I want to be your close lover
I would hear all your boastings and complaints
For you

[In my heart, in my soul]
Although this love is still a bit clumsy, it is everything in the world
I want to give it to you, even if in my dreams

My feelings are like this, and even if I can only watch
I am so thankful, I am very happy
Even if I come short a bit, until whenever by your side
I want to be stay you lover

I want to freeze in time with you held against my chest (Hence where this song name comes from)
Forever~

heeee~ so cute right? ^.^

she was about to jump down from the chair XD

see her claws XDDD

wooooooooo I'm backkkkkkk~~~~~~~
final exam has finished muahhahahah ^____^
its time to party babeyhh~! heeeeeeeeeeeeee.
okay. um ytd? i went to play basketball with my friends at school. at first, when i reached there, its started to rain. then i almost want to go back already. then i thought maybe the rain will stop. and it did stopped ngahhahah XD then suddenly the afternoon session students joined us. at last we're the one who kena marah by pn khoo ish =.= we never ask them to join us also, go scold us for what. grrrr. wtv la you. then my little brother asked me to bring icebox coz they're having jamuan. so i went back home and brought the thing to skool back. ish. -.-
this is some of my exam results -

BM1 - 85/130
Physics 2 - 41/100
Add Mathematics - 51/100
Modern Maths. - 85/100 (same with rafi XD)
Agama - 58/100

so bad le my marks urgh -.- . but setakat ni belum ada yang fail. but most probably im gonna fail my chemistry and biology T_____T i left so many questions blank. urgh. oh well, i just have to pray for it.

OH YEA. HAPPY BURFDAY MUMMY~ ^_____^
eh, how old is she eh?o.o um. she was born on 1956. that means..she's 53 years old lah XD
weeeee god bless you mummy (;

my right toe hurts. got injured yesterday when i was breakdancing. babi ish -____-
now bengkak already. and hard for me to move around T.T
ish stupid old comp. so freaking slow. i shall ask my dad to buy a new one.
bleh k la. my baby waiting for me. wanna go chat wif her now. so, BBYE~
<3

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

sum1 sent dis to my email. i posted it here coz this story really sad. it really means smth. so, guys, one thing, if u really love sumone, make him/her happy. dont u ever do smth dat can hurt them. some ppl, they dun show their feelings. u may see them smiling, but deep inside, the heart is crying. love them as much as u can while u still got time, before its too late. do smth special for them, dat can make them really happy until they cry. let the tears of happiness come out. show them, how much they mean to you. spend ur time with the one u love. create special moments with them. bcoz in this world, there is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

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to my beloved baby, i love you very much. and i'm sorry if i've hurt you without me noticing it.
im keeping your heart safely. and baby, i promise that everything's gonna be alright. MK is Forever.
i love you so very muchy :')

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
guess what? i jus woke up le ngahahhah XD
slept frm 2 smth until 6.40pm. so damn freaking tired. ish -.-
urgh we got back some of our papers -_____-
physics 2- 41/100, mathematics- 85/100, b.m. 1- 84/130.
urgh i was so emo when i got back my physics paper 2. -___-
chem was hard. its like i know nothing when i open the test papers. bleh. wtv la.

Nasi Goreng Ayam and sirap bandung weeeee~ ^_^

HEYYYYYYYYYY!!
wooooooo waaaaaaaa weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
ahahaha okay. um today, i woke up at 1.30pm(i know damn late right?) hahaha.
actually i woke up earlier den i slept back ahahh XD
recently, i had so many weird dreams o.o um. hard to explain.
ahahah nvmmm~~ they are all dreams only anyway. so yeah ^_^
after dat, i had my lunch meals.
nasi lemak~!! weee ahhah my favourite food ^_^
den my mum bought tau fu fa. ahahha it's so delicious. =P

just now i went to SS15. had to teman my little brother go some places.
went back home at 7-ish. and now here i am XD
lol so boring le, rotting at home. sumore need to study because the exam is still on..
-_______- gahh!

i really want to go to Paris. i want to go to de Eiffel tower T__T
ish. nvm wait until i got money den can go le.
haizz still got one more week b4 skool finish yayayyaayyaaa! ngehhehehe ^.~
my parents kept scolding me for playing computer too much.
haizz..kay la. dats all for today. buhbye~~
<3

LoVe (;

Add Maths -.- haha sorry i lazy rotate de pic XD

FARIDDD~!! weee ahaha he look so comel. ^.^

ahha random pic dat i took using my phone XD

MILO <3

hey hey hey heyyyyyyy~~

ahah i jus came back frm pyramid with my sister and little brother.

went to watch 'The Fourth Kind'. de movie is quite nice. although the ending was abit dissapointing bcoz de mystery was unsolved. so yeah ahhaha but its nice XD got some part, made me shock. -.-

school was fine today. did agama paper 1 and bm paper 1. well, agama um..ok laa.

but for bm, my karangan i think abit boring. ish. -___- nvmm. i dun have to worry about it anymore. i jus have to wait for de results ngahhahah xP

grrrr... still got 5 days of exam. den holidays weeeeee~ ^_^

but my mum said she's gonna send me to tuition and preparation for form 5 subjects T.T

gahhh i hate my hair. i feel like cutting bald -.- ish.

um..wad else ah..urmm..lol i duno wad to blog about anymore o.o

lol ahaha nvm la i continue blog tomoro.

i wan go chat wif my cute little baby ^.^

ngeeee~~~ buhbye <333

forever you and me (;

muahhxxx <33

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~

ahahh today we did chemistry paper 2 and bio 2. and guess wad?i think im de first person hu finished doing it. bcoz i leave blank for most of the questions -.- dats y i finished early. urgh. oh well, i did my best, and if i fail again this time, idk wad to say.

means i need to work harder. and i have to stop playing around. no holidays for me dis year.

coz mum say so... ARGHH. wtveva.

grrr still got 6 days of exam(weekends not included) -______-

maybe i should do this, if i fail more den 5 subjects, im gonna cut bald =DDD ahahah lol.

haizz so stress le. and super duper tired .______.

i slept for 2 hours jus now. coz i was damn bloody sleepy. jus now during exam i yawned more den 10 times liao -.o

k la need to go dinner now. will continue blogging later~

exam week =(

yo!

wooo im here coz i am resting after 3 and a half hour studying sejarah -.-

grrrr i haven't read agama yet. tomorrow got history paper 2 and agama paper 1. haiz....

today i woke up at 11 sumtin. then mandi and ate rojak teeheee~ ^_^

oh and and my mum bought cendol too weeeeee ahah =P

den do nth le. as usual rot at home. im not allowed to go out due to the exams T___T ish.

nvmm~ after exam im gonna enjoy kao kao le muahahhaha XDDD

baby not on9. gah. i miss her =( oh well, she must be studying hard right now ahah ^_~

hmm kay la i gtg. buhbye <333

good luck for your exam guys =D

and the song above, i dedicated to you my dear (;